Trust.

I can pretend or FAKE.

say that Im ok,but its hard to lie when Im not.

I am so far different from who I am back then.

People2,why do I have to be so naive back then.

Im done believing.

Realize that you are the one gonna pay the consequence.

so what to do what to do?

2012 is coming?

But is just a change of number.

Apa lah nak keycah sangat kan?

So maybe just wait..

there is a light I guess behind this long tunnel.

u can only trust yourself.

baby marry me!

NICKHUN BUCK HORVEJKUL

will you marry me?

(hewhewhewhew)

So there is this super aigoo,comelnya guy ni.

people called him as the Thai prince.hew hew hew.

He is actually was born in somewhere in CALIFORNIA.

so mmg banyak merantau lah hubby sy ni.

sedap je mata memandang tengok dia nie..

Dia taklah sesepet mana kan?

(ada aku kisah?)

its like tunggu matahari jatuh ke riba (giila lah yu terbakar baru padan muka!)

sio what?if we dont dreams we never knw rite?

so people pliss shut up.

this is my man,hands off plisss.

(hewhewhew)

sorry teukie,awk masih dalam list saya ok.

he loves red!

kadang-kadang

we can do it!

Sebenarnya..(ceh mcm nak nyanyi lagu yg sebenarnya pulak?)

KADANG2 

aku saja je cakap aku tak pandai masak.

sape kata?bhahahah.usaha tanda kejayaan kan?

Cuma takdelah sesedap chef mana.dan

aku masak benda alah yg aku suka je.

KADANG2

aku pakai headphone atau earphone.

saja je,taknak dengar org mengumpat.(eh kau!)

atau saja je nak dengar lagu.aku ni kaki music,paham2 lah.

dan ada je masa aku pakai tapi bukan aku buka lagu pon.

saja je,so sape2 yg suka ngumpat tu bolehlah aku

dengar!hah,tertangkap!

KADANG2.

aku tido.sebab aku malas nak fikir pasal orang2 yg fake.

(jht gila eh)sbb aku ngantuk dan mungkin sbb aku 

am a dreamer!

KADANG2

aku diam,so shut up sume.sbb time ni aku mmg

nak berseorangan.aku taknak sesape memekak,paham?

sbb bila aku cakap,org ckp aku banyak cakap.

so when im silent,boleh tak diam!

KADANG2

aku ckp aku tak boleh buat itu ini.

saja je,bukan tak boleh weyh.malas je.

atau pun nak uji kesabaran korang dgn aku.

yg sabar tu yg aku sayang lebih!

KADANG2

aku cakap aku tak pandai bawak kete.

bhahah,mmg pon.tapi berkat usaha aku.

terror gak aku bawak kete now!

wallopon hanya berdekatan rumah sbb tak 

dapat green light lg!

sbb maybe muka aku muka gelabah dan tak boleh dipercayai?

bhahah,lesen dh pegang lama weyh,tp mcm baru smlm je aku dpt

lesen.

KADANG2

aku terlalu percaya sangat kat orang.

kene ingat manusia ni,rambut skrg pon dah lain warna fashion bagai,

lg pulak hati kan?

so serious,kwn baik pon kadang2 tak blh dipercayai.

bkn nak kata apa,ada je kwn baik tp

pastu apa jadik?we nvr knw the future.

dan musuh?hmm..bila Tuhan nk tunjuk,Musuh 

tulah yg jadik syg awk nanti.hoho.

So jgn syg2 sangat2.

dan nak benci pon agak2lah.

KADANG2

kita buat silap,tapi...tapi kita malu nk mulakan kemaaFAN TU?

Nak tunggu bila?ego sangat?

so sorry sorry.

we are human after all.

KADANG2
aku nampak je sombong,tapi aku peliks
aku tegur orang pon aku jugak yg sombong.
so mmg taklah,aku nk dengar opinion2
mengarut ni.
tapi org ckp kalo aku tak ckp,aku garang.
so maybe sbb tu kot?
KADANG2
aku rasa org label aku mcm fanatik korea.
bhahahha,aku minat bollywood jugak?
thailand pun aku sapu apa?
eh bkn stkt tu,filipina and sometimes tamil okok!!
so i've learnt kalo dengar ckp org je.
we will never end doing what we want to do.
so jgn lyn.hihihihi.
sekian.

A traitor among us.

Honestly Im quite a BIMBO.Because  sometimes even when people do

Bad things infront of me,I am trying my best to keep on believing.But not always,

Time change people kan?

I wish I can trust people.

So I have to face the truth,dlm hidup ni bukan semua orang hati baik2,

tapi bukanlah nak menghukum,mereka semua blh berubah kan?

tapi nak tunggu tu punyalah skt hati.(komplen)

Bukan semua org suka kita,kene ingat tu!

So I guess there are some traitor between us.

Terima kasihlah kan.

kadang2 wish jugak tak jumpa orang2 yg talam ni ataupon

fake,fake!

ataupon yg mulut celupar nikan,yg ingat dia bagus sangat tu.

But then,daripada menyibukkan diri melayan feelings nak dush2 manusia

yg macam ni,baik ubah diri sendiri.

Yess,semua orang ada cacat cela kan?

jgn ingat yg di atas tu selamanya di atas.

yang di bawah bukan tak boleh bangkit?

kadang2 dalam dunia yg penuh dgn org fake ni,

I hope I dont need to fake myself either.

Kan bagus kalau kita blh sukakan semua org?

kan bagus kalau dpt gantung awk tu kat jambatan tasik tun fatimah tu.

hey if tak puas hati,habaq depan lah,tak mainlah ckp blkg.

so disebabkan im beyond perfect,sorrylah ye awk2 semua if i did things.

sengaja atau tak sengaja.

aishhh,okok itu saja.

a GOOD driver.

Hey peeps,I have a FUNNY confession.But I guesss it may FREAK some of

You.I am a LEGAL driver,but mmg PENAKUT tahap tak boleh blah nak drive.

so selama ni mmg letak lesen dalam purse or etc.Bhahha
kadang2 aku bawak jugak.But maybe aku takut kalau aku
langgar orangkan.NYAWA Tu,bkn ada second chance.
Aku sanggup jalan kaki,naik roller blade,skate boarding,
or scooter or even basikal.Motor?bhahah,lagi gila.kang silap hari bulan masuk
longkang!

Kadang2 dengar kwn2 ckp apa dah ada lesen taknak bawak.

atau mcm tak percaya kn aku lesen.Aku pon tak percaya aku ada lesen.

JPJ tu bg pon knp dah kn?Some said that I rasuah JPJ tu.

Bhahhah,PANDAI betul.Wuu,,aku lagilah nak nangis sbb tak lepas2.

Dah give up dh masa tu,tulah dulu kau duk perli akak ko takut bawak kereta.

Skrg she is an expert,Im the bhahahha!

So sekarang ni cuti sem.so aku bawak kereta lah jugak.

walopon penakot.sbb ADIK aku tengah ambil lesen,so sangatlah PFTTT kan ,

kalo aku tak mampu nk bawak kereta lagi.

Tapi bagus jugak,when finally I can drive a car,I will definitely drive to  where ever I wanna go.

As I love freedom,and I love to go to somewhere when I can find peace,coz

sometimes the crowds makes me HEADACHE.

And Im thinking of not using fb,tweeter maybe.

I am more to skype and blogging.

tapi tengah fikir2kan.

silap hari bulan,hp pon aku taknak guna.

Yess for sure I dont really like to be the one that starting it first.

So skrg ni lebih suka sorang2.

Serabut ramai2.

back stabber ramai.bosan.

ok emo,currently im in love with muhammad nickhun horvejkul.amin.

ok2,its nickhun horvejkul!

Find YOU,YOU find me.

Assalammualaikum.

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“One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter.”

"Eleven Hints for Life"

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.
But what is more painful is to love someone and never
find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was
never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a
porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away
feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose
it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been
missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an
hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it
takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth,
even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you
smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day
seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,
be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and
one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it
hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck
a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may
heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best
of everything they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with
a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone
around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,
you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

p/s:question mark.

What I want.

Everyone must have the list of things they want rite?

Me too.Me too.Me too.

I want blackberry compared to I-phone,because in terms of safety or security bb is

one of the best.Actually kalau aku tak menghabeskan duet gi concert dh lama merasa

(eh duit kau ke?bkn sponsor?)

I love to travel,tak kisah mana2.kalo sorang pon takpe.but..perempuankan.

so bahay.so itulah,kene bawak teman2.adeihh.

sy nak kawan2 sy ingat kat saya.

kalo boleh,callah saya.

datanglah rumah sy.

sy tahu rumah sy jauh,tp mereka jugak,tp sy sanggup je.

takpun callah,sy tak gemar msg2 ni.

(ditujukan kpd kwn2 baik aku!)

I want to be active,skrg ni passive dan mood malas weyh.tak tipu!

I want to be me,but I dont know who am I anymore.

Sorry.

Ok itu je.

"Single" is not always mean "Available"

"Single" is not always mean "Available"

:: I wish I was eight again, all he had to do was tag me && I was it.

Reserve for the only one and only.

SIAPA?

 What if someone you never met, someone you never saw, someone you never knew, was the only someone for you?

awak.

I've been thinking like,your other half will complete you rite?LIKE how to even notice or figure if his the one right?In this story...I think mesti AWESOME gila kan my other half tu?(ah banyak lah ko!)
There is this PERSON,sangat baik dgn saya.Though I just nak buat2 blind.But deep down in my heart,terima kasih AWAK.SORRY sy selalu TANTRUMS dgn awak.Wish to just prove,no matter what happen,we should cherish ours RELATION.You know me so MUCH!

You are so kiut.

Hidup ni cm roller-coaster.Sometimes we up,sometimes we are down.

Sometimes we cry sometimes we laugh.So semalam setelah after lbh kurang hampir 2 tahun.

Akhirnya,aku keluar dgn my buddy,RIZ!(haruslah singkatkan nama!!)

Kenal dah lama,first impression mmg hampeh(kalo tak silap).Mcm anjing dgn kucing.

Dulu aku study kat poli mersing nun ceruk di selatan.His the same,but then he transfer lah

kat LENDU ni hah.Fate twisted,and here I am.in LENDU.Cool kan?

So after berkali2 aku mengelak utk keluaq,semalam jeng.jeng jeng.

Akhirnya we finally spent real time together~!~

Actually semua pon tak dirancang.Aku mmg malas nk keluar maybe.

I was actually suppose to be stuck in my room.Or perhaps berkaroeke dgn girlfriends.

To be honest aku pon tak tahu lah knplah aku sangat sombong dan bongkak utk keluaq dgn

kwn aku yg sorang ni.Berkali2 dia ajak,aku tolak.Aku busy!?(ahh ko,betul ke?)

So utk tidak let dia down lagi,so aku haruslah kata ya.Tapi tak tahu lah pulak

secepat semalam(Cpt ko ckp,hampir 2 thn ok!).Sbb dia balik rumah dia kan.Maklumlah,org melaka je pon.Tapi

terharu siot,aku gurau2 je suruh dia ambil aku.Dia sanggup pulak amek aku.

(seriuz gua terharu lah!)

Mula2nya ingat nak coconut shake di klebang.Tapi ada teknikal prob,kekek.

Maka aku rasa aku mcm pusing satu melaka.Akhirnya tetiba je aku

cakap, "nak tengok wayang,OMBAK RINDU.ah aku tak kira!"(lbh krg lah)

Dan dia coolnya agree with me.Seriously,aku ingat manalah dia nak tengok citer camtu dgn aku kan?

lelaki pulak tu,kawan pulak tu!So nak ke dia layan tengok citer mcm tu dgn aku?

So maka aku pon DRAG dia ke DP.Itu pon dia tanya aku lg,nak gi wayang yg mana?

So setelah membeli apa yg patut,kami dapat tiket!Tapi it was so depan.Tapi aku kan degil,tak kira nak tengok jugak.Dahle kene mendongak.Before doing that,dia teman aku melantak.Maklum,aku tak makan lg.

Bla bla bla.

Kami pun masuk dlm tempat wayang tu,so aku pon memaksa dia lg.

Aku suruh dia beli popcorn and air,but he come back with only popcorn.

Setelah dush dush,ombak rindu pun bermula.

Siot betul,citer tu agak 18 sg lah.Seriously like wat the heaven kan?Aku rasa nak

sorok muka aku masa tu.Instead of crying actually aku asyik ketawa.

Aku teaselah dia "Weyh ko nak tisu tak"(provok him as if he was crying)

Dan dia pulak selmaba badak ckp "eh,tudung ko dah basah tu!"Hahahah.

Dahalah wayang tu buat hal,ada ke stuck sikit.Cetak rompak ke?wayang pon cetak rompak ke?

After ombak rindu end.Dia sangat happy sbb story tu happy ending.

Tapi aku tak puas hati sbb aku nak feeling2 tak leh.Yelah citer cm ni aku tak sangka

pulak aku akn tengok dgn kawan aku yg sorang ni.So mmg sangat funny.

But still rasa grateful kot,sbb now barulah aku kenal siapa dia.

So masa dia hantar aku balik uitm tu,fyi aku ni mmg suka menyanyi.Tapi

dpn laki cm kwn2 tu segan sikitlah weyh.Tapi boleh plak aku menyanyi dan memekak dlm

kereta dia.Hahahah,berduet sekejap.

So actually I was really not in a good shape that past week.

Dahlah ada salah faham kebenda alah sume tu.

But seriously malas nak ambil port,I try to solve tapi kalo dh asyik nak mengelak

nak buat apa kan?(eh ko buruk sangka!)

Biarlah.I wish you nothing but happiness.So terima kasihlah,

Riz ko teman aku tengok Ombak Rindu.Sob sob sob.

p/s:Erghh,aku terjumpa dia lagi smlm?

the twist of fate really is unpredictable.

I'm forced to face the truth.

 Still you're magnificent

I'm a boomerang, doesn't matter how you throw me

I turn around and I'm back in the game

Even better than the old me

But I'm not even close without you

If you ask me how I'm doing

I would say I'm doing just fine

I would lie and say that you're not on my mind

But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two

And finally I'm forced to face the truth,

No matter what I say I'm not over you 

And if I had the chance to renew

You know there isn't a thing I wouldn't do

I could get back on the right track

But only if you'd be convinced...