Saturday, December 22, 2012

Hall Of FAME !


 

 Assalammualaikum!

I just found this awesome lyrics!

 

 

Yeah, you could be the greatest

You can be the best

You can be the King Kong banging on your chest



You could beat the world

You could beat the war

You could talk to God, go banging on his door



You can throw your hands up

You can beat the clock

You can move a mountain

You can break rocks

You can be a master

Don't wait for luck

Dedicate yourself and you can find yourself

 

To Love Me :D



ASSALAMMUALAIKUM
(wave hi to you!)


SO you say you love me?
so you say im your biggest crush?
:)
You don't really know me.
Im a girl who really fussy to be with.Yet,when I finally comfy with you.
I will change.I always moody.I can smile,then cry within a seconds.
I used to cry when everyone fall asleep.Hmm.
I wonder why nowadays I seriously became a soft heart kind of girl.
Haha,when I watch some sad movies,though its not that sad,I will cry.
Its so funny,right?
Hmm.Im not that humorous.Im more to serious type of person.
I hate people that laughing when Im taking things seriously.
But that fella must laugh with me when Im laughing,hard right?
I meant obviously you will thought everything is must be according to me.
hee.
I like to push people to their limit.some how thats sucks.:'(
I hate people who give up easily.;
I hate people that is lazy.Or unmotivated.Coz if Im lazy or unmotivated,
who would cheer me up right?Hee~!
I am seriously,insecure.I feel that Im surrounded with people 
that I cant stand live with.But yet endurance.You know endurance?
If not I would definitely kick them.Hihihihi.or I already kick them.
I hate people that hit girls.But I love to hit people,and then I say sorry.
Im the kind of person,that will blame herself even though Im not at fault.
I cant hate people,and if I did,I feel worst.
Im the kind of girl people thought is in love with many people,where as
she is only have that one person set on her eyes.
But she just didn't want everything to get chaos.
So why not mingle with everyone.AND make you all confuse?
hihi.
Why talk with people that does not care?
or share it with the people that will only abuse your dreams?
 I hate to talk though some people thought I love to talk and she 
just cannot shut her mouth.Yeah,thats call when Im happy and
u make me feel comfy that I wanna share everything with you.
when I don't talk Im afraid if I would say  things that will hurt people.
Coz Im so freaking sarcastic.And Im not that patient somehow.
but because of things you called EXPERIENCE, nowadays I can simply
cope with it.Though Im really not in very good shape.
Its funny how I say to people that like handsome people,but what people don't know
about what type of handsome people for me are,Like kang gary.You know Kang gary?
I just love rappers and also people that have a good personality.
Hihihihi.
I love guys that is hopelessy romantic but not so mushy okay!
Have some sense okay.And I love roses,any colours  of roses
will do me.White or pink or yellow.or even blue.
Coz red somehow to common.But its great as long I get my roses.
and I love songs,I love musics,yeah sure I love KPOP!
But somehow people forgot,before KPOP I always a fanatic fan
of bollywood you know!As  long as it goods,Iwill listen and watch.
and you you should cook for me!Though even you are sucks at cooking,
Im all looking at effort.
and Im seriousllly love cats,or any other animal.
But too bad not that I really hate or wat,but I will freak out 
with animal like reptile.wuuwuuu.sobs,Im not comfy with them.T_T  .sorry.
haha,I often say things that Im lack of.But baby you know what,
own my heart then I will cook,be the that honey to bun for you :)
I love cup cakes,I some how this kind of skinship type of person.
But as Im a muslim,no SKINSHIP before marriage!!!
I don't really care ur colours,what is ur nationality,
but if u willing and makes some effort.and don't just flirt around.
Hey,why not?
and definately somehow I hate my man being so nice with others.
But all that is the past,now its okay.Coz if you are sincere,
I own your heart though you surrounded with these super gorgeous girls
around you!
and of course,,when you call me beautiful without make up!
and also  also patient!
this is indeed number one for me.
Hahaha.
Take note ppleaseesh.
And its a bonus if you know how to sing,rap and also know
how to play music instrument!

#why am I writing this,eh?
MY GRAMMAR IS A CHAOS.
HEE,SORRY !

Friday, December 7, 2012

AVERAGE:')



Assalammualaikum awoknya!



Okey hari ni saya nak cite sikit.Sorrylah dah lama tak hupdate.
My life is HECTIC.Emotionally physically sangat penat.
Rasanya macam nak lari je travel around the world and marry my other half
on the other side of the world.Hewhewhew T___T
So to be honest,I minat art.You tahu seni tu kan?
I mean takdelah hebat sangat tahap profesor bagai,dan buka lah art
yg macam lukis2 tu.Tapi gambar,dan juga fashion.(Walopon I ni sangatlah fashion terrorist)
 I suka broadcasting,I suka dance walopon I kaki bangku.
Eh kalo tak pandai menari kaki bangku gak kan??
And I love singing walopon sore takdak!ihihihi
I suka musics so muchh and and I suka karang lirik sendiri.h
So over all,yes I am a super hopelessly romantic wifey to be.ayat minta penampo ni.
So beginilah ceritanya.Kalau korang tanya apa Aii suka.
Mesti mcm blur atau cakap,hmm I suka yang glemer2 tu.Bidang yg glemer 
macam retis tu!hihihi.Gilo glemer budak ni.
Aii rasa macam fun je taw.Tapi taknaklah yg bertentangan dgn agama Islam tu.
hee,I love my religion.
So kalo nombor tu,bukanlah I tak suka.Cuma cuma.Aii ni lambat orangnya.
Blur2.Lambat nak paham.Im a slow learner.Eh lajulah gak.
Kena paham bebetul baca banyak ribu riban kali baru faham.
So masa tecit Aii tak suk belajar.Eh Aii gengster taw dulu.
Aii suka main galah panjang ke pendek ke.Mmmuahahha.
But masa dah 12 tahun tu.Me mom dah start taking things seriously.
Yes Im quite bad at maths.Aii rasa masa pekse bese2 tu susah gak ah nak
dapat A.Rasanya dah bape banyak pembaris dah patah digunakanan my mom untuk
menaikkan semangat Aii untuk belajo!.
But yeah yang peliknya kalo pekse besaw2 mesti I got math A.
for upsr,pmr and also spm,my math is A.EXcept for my first sem taking busines math,
I got B+ which I know kalo i usaha sikit
mmg dapat ah A.Tapi sbb ada sbb yang tak boleh blah itu jelah rezekinya.
But still I got dean list.Repeat,bukan nk berlagak.
kenapa I cakap cam ni?Sebab I nak amek Business in financial kalo boleh.wakakak.
tapi nak amek broadcasting gak.tapi nak amek journalist gak.mmuahaha.
Okay berbalik kepada few years back.Masa Aii upsr kalo
tak silap ke pmr ke apa ntah.I pegi tusen eh tusyen.As i said,I kan slow sikit.
So kalau orang tu ikhlas nak ajar,InsyaAllah I paham.Tapi...
nak buat cam mana.If Im not mistaken cikgu tu gi compare kan
I dgn my biggie sista yg mmg brain tahap Einkestain eh menda aku tulis ni?
I mean my bigger sister yg tak payah nak study banyak kali mcm i.
Sbb dia study sekali dua je dah tertanam dekat dlm otaknya.
But i,dua puloh juta kali baru maybe masuk.haahahha.
Ada ke cikgu tu cakap,in a polite version i ni
KURANG PANDAI..mmauahha.But still I work so hard so that
I could get an A for math.walopon add math aku tu cecukup makan.
Mmmuahahha.So right now Im taking Accounting .Jusst a newbie
account le.If i manage to score mmg rasanya cam nak sambung
in financial.Tk pun health management not bad,but sains tu satu lagi
hal.but I believe if you want something.You make an effort to strive for it.
so I am quite a dreamer gak,peh baik aku list kan stau2 benda yg aku nak.
people always said that my study style is unhealthy.
But i work so hard coz idk how to study like them.
Im no good in mind mapping things.
but i read and read and read.
there isnt't so much to expect from me.
To be honest Im just average and I dont even have things that Im good at.
being average isnt so bad kan?
I think malaysia is cool but i wanna be somewhere else.
hee.okey tata.

Friday, November 2, 2012

3 Tahun menanti jawapan.



Assalammualaikum.


Okey,seriously taktahu nak kata apa.Terasa mcm speechless pon ada.
Hari ni,Aii finally reply to si dia.Tiga tahun?Aii rasa mcm tiga tahun lebih
atau dh masuk 4 thn dah pon.Peh sadis je kan?
Sebenarnya,Aii pon lupa mcm mana,dah pernah baca ke belum?
Dah bagi jawapan kat dia ke tak?
Memang lupa,atau ingat2 lupa.
Peh tadi kat tempat workinglah,habis kawan Aii gelakkan Aii.
Dia kata kalau dia bg msg kena tunggu,tiga tahun juga ke?Haishh.
Okey,dia ni half chinese half malay.
Dan kita orang ni mmg macam langit dgn bumi.
Aii asyik teringat bait2 kata daripada lagu si Caprice 
"If you half chinese,wo ai ni!"
Eh tapi love ke?hikhok.Eh eh entahlah,terlalu penat nak memikirkan.
Gila jadinya sekejap.hihihihiihi.
So,dia ni mmg mcm misteri,berkarisma,and of courselah pandai bercakap.
Mmg suka tengok dia sbnrnya.Sebab dia nampak sweet je kot.
Dulu zaman sekolah,Aii ni taiko.Ataupun cam nakal le sikit kan :p
So dia ni mmg image bersih,so taknalah gua gi involve dgn dia.Eh utk pengetahuan
korang,kami bukan satu sekolah.Aii semua perempuan,dia pulak semua 
lelaki.
Entahlah,he tried to be close to me.Ke aku perasan ni?
Tapi disebabkan rasa tak patut atau taknak perasan terlebih.
Yelah sapelah Aii ni kalau nak dibandingkan dgn dia.
Pelajar hot tu kot!
Maka Aii rasa mcm tak pernah pula kami berkesempatan nak berkawan
secara serius.Tapi dia adalah juga main poke2 dekat fb tu kan.
and then today today after years,barulah akhirnya Aii bagi jawapan kat dia.
Tapi yang tak boleh blah,Aii kat MALAYSIA dia Kat somewhere
not in Malaysia.I was not so sure,at that time what he needs from me.
Tapi regret gila kot,sebab Aii pon lupa.
He asked for my number,but he said I never give it to him.
Tapi berbekalkan memori aku yang ciput ni,
aku rasa kita orang mcm pernah texted each other.Eh ?
Lagipon dulu takut kot,manalah tahu dia kasanova ke berlagak kee.
sebab dengar banyak rumors pasal dia.Lagipon macam Aii cakap,
Aii ni budak suka sakat orang,dia tu budak2 baik.Ada macam langit dgn bumi di
situ.So rasanya masa zaman sekolah,which I was far far away from,
shy shyness ni,boleh pulak Aii buat cemgitu kat dia.
But he kindly told me today.Its Okay.
Eh berkecamuk skjp di sini.
Makin lain je kisah yang Aii nak cipta ni.


 
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