HEART STORY.

I cant even count how much time i have spent wishing i was with you, 

wishing everything was okay, 

wishing you were here, 

and wishing you knew how much i actually love you. </3

What if I never met you, What if I didnt accept your apology everytime, what if I told you how I really felt instead of hidding it from everyone... What if I moved on and didn't fight to keep us together...would you?

p/s:sometimes i wish the wind could tell how much i miss you.

sometimes i wish to forget if its better.

sometimes i wish for amnesia.

or just maybe im tired of everything.

but a friend of mine said.

to be a good person.

there is always "dugaan"

that tells how much Allah love you.

WHATEVER.

First of all happy birthday bella!

Today is my superb best friend eva birthday.

dengan itu dia sudah tua!

hahahahahha.

Ok currently I could feel that I can possibly having a massive headache.

Or a massive gastric.

Due to the chaotic people around me.

So I guess good food do heal me!

Makan banyak2 release tense!

But badan sampai skrg tak naik!

Hampeh jek.Cummonlah badan,gimookkk sikit pon takpe.tsk tsk tsk.

and currently i am addicted to JONAS BROTHER.

I miss the old me.

Which is the bongkak one,the garang one,the kaki pukul one,

and the player one.hahahah,ok is it?

I miss the old me which is the STRONG one.

Not fragile and suke melalak sesuka hati.

Or meratap bende2 yang tak patut.

The title of this entry is whatever due to ada aku kesah?

I think I need to care less.

Because people never care what I feel so wat the heck kan nak care apa yg dia org rasa?

I need to spoil myself.

I need to go to the 2pm concert,yess my theraphy is really expensive one.hahah.

And plus maybe I should just be a better person.

I am nowadays a very quite one huh.

A pemendam yg tidak boleh blah sekali.

I need to find the light by myself.

I guess no one can help me,

me myself have to help myself right?

and I need to melancong.

Thats a good idea.

Ok someone help me out with this thing.

I think I am in love with the same person,

Im in love with 10 years back and maybe a lot deeper.

I wish I can say,

lets end this.

And marry me.

hahahahha,that is seriously cheesy one.

Oh my my,we aren't forbidden we just meant to be.



I just want us to be like this.Fullstop.



Its calling for YOU.

They come and go but they don't know
That you are my beautiful

I try to come closer with you
But they all say we won't make it through

But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
All our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I'll be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine

I'm in and out of love with you
Trying to find if it's really true
oh no no no no
How can I prove my love
If they all think I'm not good enough

But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
All our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I will be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine

I can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
I can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
I can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you

But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
All our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I will be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine

p/s:Ok i sounds a lil bit cheesy.

ok fine i am head over heels in love.

ok fine we are like more thn 10 years.

ok fine its not like he is JANG GUEN SUK.

Thats why,he is more thatn that.

OK BEFORE EVERYONE FINALLY THROW UP,

LOVE YOU A TRILLION TIMES.

END.

Its life,get up.

*SIGH*

Big one huh.

Currently feel like don't wanna go back to LENDU.

I JUST WANNA SLEEP ON MY COMFY BED.

Heart matters some more?

Deemm,I miss you.

Demm,I got a very unpleasant news.

and once again I Feel doomed.

But I remain calm.

Eh calm ke?

But nevertheless, WHATEVER.

and maybe you will read this.

I just wanna say sorry.

Sorry for maybe get you out from my life.

I need it so that you would not hurt me anymore in any ways.

Coz seriously,please Im tired.

I don't know if you are fake or what.

But can I just dont care?

Its not like kite ada connection?

If there is pun,still sorry.

Im tired and had enuff.

I dont want to lose all my pahala just because you people always remind me of my past.

So lebih baik mcm ni.

Lagipun ikhlas tu bkn sng nak carik.

You with your life,Me?

I had a fabulous life until you blew it.

So sila ketepi.

Now its my time.

and im happy to say  that.

i knw that people like you just envy what we had before.

so,i would not be hurt nor hurting my angel by listening to

your lame story anymore.

You,and your tribes can now vanish.

with love <3.

p/s:I miss incik jantung hati.