Tuesday, November 25, 2014

little thoughts.


Life is funny isn't it? Just when you think you've got it all figured out, just when you finally begin to plan something, get excited about something, and feel like you know what direction you're heading in, the paths change, the signs change, the wind blows the other way, north is suddenly south, and east is west, and you're lost. It is easy to lose your way, to lose direction.” 
― Cecilia Ahern Love Rosie
okay the truth is,
I need to finish my study ASAP.
so that in the future everytime I FEEL like if people are not treating me good enough.
I would just take a one way plan ticket and never going back ever.
But well as you know my fragile heart.
I will still come back to MALAYSIA I guess.
hmm Im going back to Malacca again.
to be honest.
I need a vacation.
but well.
okay trying not to be upsetting over little things.
For those who have been there through thick and thin.
You guys are the best.
Im always thankful for you guys.

Monday, November 10, 2014

Mei Guan Xi

Im the girl who.
pretend to be strong when Im just really a cry baby.
A girl who pretend to be like a boy.
When all I want is a person to just know how fragile I am.
Im the person who always walk with crowds but I feel empty.
Im the girl who creates troubles just because Im not happy.
Im the girl who carve my pain on my hands and my body.
Im the girl who fed up with every single things.
Just because I care so much.
Im the girl who dont know how to tolerates but I'll try any way.
There's so much things.
That I cant even say.
Im the girl who being stabs so many time that I feel dead inside.
Im the girl who cant differentiate angle or devil.

Im the girl.
who accidentally.
love you with every broken pieces of mine.
despite how worst the outcomes.
Despite how cloudy the future seems to be.
Despite how broken I might be.
I just cant let go.
nor doing any u-turn.

Mei Guan Xi.
I wont let go of your hand.
I just cant.

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