Monday, March 18, 2013

.Waiting.



Assalammualaikum.

 7 hours, 21 minutes
3,427 miles or 5 515 kilometers.
 An average flight speed for a commercial airliner of 500 mph, which is equivalent to 805 km/h or 434 knots. It also adds an extra 30 minutes for take-off and landing.

I miss you badly now :)


Sunday, March 17, 2013

Suddenly Its You.



Assalammualaikum.


A story.

Lisa:Weyh kau tahu tak ada new boss nak masuk keje sini?Hot kau tahu!
Tisha:Like seriously?sape je?
Lisa:Femos amos kot.Nama dia Iman Adha.
Tisha Blur sekejap sebab nama Familiar.
sebab muka Tisha blur,Lisa teruskan lagi mengomel.
Lisa:Dia tu kan kau tahu tak kerja kat tempat besaq dulu,now
aku pon tak paham nape dia nak kije sini.
Tisha:Kejap kejap.Ni Iman Adha Lee tu kan?
Lisa:Yolah kau ni.Yang femos gila tu!Lepas ni bos kita si faris tu
 nak suruh kau dan aku jumpa dia.
Tisha:Aku taknak!Kalau bos cakap aku kene benti keje pon takpe!
Tetiba Tisha emo.Mana taknya.Si Iman tulah budak yg dia suka dulu.
 Tapi  dia kene reject.Jadi memang sentap habis lah dia.
Lisa:Kau dh kenapa weyh?
Faris:Eh Tisha awak jgn lupa..
Tisha:Bos,saya takkan entertain dia.Cakap saya sibuk.Kalau bos
nak berhentikan saya,saya akan letak jawatan.Saya okay je.
Lisa dan Faris buat muka pelik.Emo betul Tisha.
Faris:Err..awak ni kenapa?Iman tu kawan saya taw.Dia baik.Hensem lagi.
Tisha:I just don't wanna be even close to him okay.Cakap saya sibuk.takpun kalau
bos nak pecat dgn saya ckp awal2.
Kemain marah lagi Tisha.Mentang2lah Faris tu kawan dia.
Faris:Eh relaxlah Tisha.Okay,then aku suruh orang lain je.
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'Aku rasa semua orang dh balik ni.Hmm mesti mamat tu pon dah blah.
Penat betul kena larikan diri.'Tisha bermonolog.
Baru saja dia nak duduk.Tetiba.
"Lama betul awak lari?"Sapa suara lelaki mana entah.
Tisha berpaling.sentap habis2san!Erghhhhhh!!
'Kenapa mamat ni boleh tahu pulak aku keje kat sini!'
Iman Adha:Saya tunggu awk td.Tapi orang lain yg entertain saya.Not fun.
Tisha:Maaf encik.Saya tak paham.Sorry,Im going back.Its late.
Baru saja tisha nak melarikan diri.Iman cepat pegang lengan Tisha.Apa lagi
Tisha pon menjegilkan matanya.Geram!
Tisha:You ni dah kenapa?Gila ke?!!
Iman Adha:So you do know me now?
Iman tersengih sambil melepaskan pegangannya.
Tisha:I don't know you and I don't wanna know you.faham?!
Iman:I know you and Im crazy to know about you.
'Ni mmg keje gila.Iman dah gila.Dulu kau yang sombong tahap langit,pastu
kau ckp mcm2 and then kau skrg nak sibuk buat keje camni.Entah apa pulak
permainan mamat psycho ni.Hish.Benci'
Mmg Tisha benci.Mmg benci sangat dgn Iman.
 ______________________________

Setahun lalu.
Iman:Aku..menyesal.Sebab buat mcm tu kat dia Ris.Kau tahu
aku cakap dia tu tak sedar diri.
Faris:Gosh,Iman kau dah kenapa?Fikirlah dulu weyh.Dia tu perempuan.
That is harsh.Kau ni pun kolot sangat.Apa salahnya pon kalau she is older than you?
Feelings dia kot.Hak dia.Dan kalau kau tak suka pon,jgnlah harsh sangat!
Marah Faris.Dia tertanya2,siapalah gadis malang yang diperlakukan dengan kejam
oleh sahabat dia sedari kecil tu.
Iman:Dammit,Faris!Im too dumb!Erghh.Sekarang aku yang asyik pikir pasal dia.
Aku tak tahu mana nak carik dia.
Its like,dia vanish dan tak pernah wujud.
Faris:Tulah aku dah cakap.Kau ni pon...Aku tahu kau suka sangat
dengan Hannah,but does not mean kau ada hak nak buat
macam tu kat org yg treasure kau.
Iman:Hmm..Idk it will turns like this.U gotta help me.
Faris:Camnelah aku nak tolong,kalau nama dia pon kau tak tahu.
Tulah sombong,nama dia taknak ingat.Skrg baru kau nak terhegeh2.
Iman:Hey,kau ni pon jgnlah nak hentam aku je.I need help okay!
Faris:Im here bro to help.Tapi kenelah aku bg ceramah sikit,supaya kau tu
tak payahlah nak harsh sangat weyh next time!


 suka tak suka tak?
lol.
:')





Saturday, March 16, 2013

When "Fizik" meets "Art" :D



Assalammualaikum.



What am I talking about rite?
or
Kenapa Aii letak tajuk cemgitu ?
"I have a boy bestfriend who will talk to me around like he’s my big brother, and comfort me on my when he knows I’m upset. I have a boy best friend who I can call up, crying about other boys. I have a boy best friend who will tell me when I’m wrong, and force me into fixing things and apologizing because he knows that it will make things better for me. One who often makes "good" jokes and still manages to make me happy no matter how troublesome I am to him.  One who would do crazy stuffs with me. A boy best friend who will always correct me and remind me of my attitude. One whom i can show my other self, and treat him the way I can’t treat others and he’ll be okay with it and he knows i still love him. One who will never leave me. A boy best friend who understands me and knows almost anything about myself. One who I can’t resist not ignoring when I’m upset because of him. Someone whom I know I can trust anything and everything.

and I’m glad I have one. :)"

We have been friend for 7 years,and to be honest there are lots of ups and down.
He is 24 and yesterday is his birthday.lol.I was confused you know, I know its in march,but
I didn't remember when,I mean either its on the 15 or 16.Gosh,terrible!
But,he didn't remember when is my birthday.Lagi terukkan?
In fact on my birthday,I was the one who called him.lol.
So as usual,I thought I was going to just biarkan je.Taknak wish.
lol,but I called him.Its a common thing to get mad at this person u know.And
dia pon dah tepu bila I duk membebel je.And he knw that
I was mad.Because I said, "Did u know that 4 march was my freaking birthday?"
lol.And this time he was like,Im sorry Im sorry I really meant it.
Mmg kita org cemgitu.dua2 pon dah tepu.
Tapi yang tak boleh blah,bila I ask him,how old am i?He was like.
stuttering!!!Lol.And then what touched me was,when he said,we met when he was
in form 5 so I was at that time in form 2.If Im not mistaken.
Itu dia ingat pulak?Grramm tahu.
But what I like being around this person is.I don't really have to fake.
Even if I wanna cry.Or share the things I want to.
Oh btw,he is like forever mmy fond dengan fizik.Sebab tu I guna tajuk fizik.
As for me,I suka seni!That is why.specific seni lah,sbb i tak pandai melukis.lol.=.=''
for example,for me cats are adorable.So when my cats died,I called him and crying
like gilos u know while talking.Pepagi buta pulak tu.Because anyone else
wouldn't care.that is why.And when I have problems with boys,
Im gonna tell him and ask opinion.or he even wanted me to be with my ______.
Which I said no.It was shocking.but whatever.And when I did mistakes,
he will always nasihatkan.But not kinda annoying way lah.
Its like he will tell me things,and said "itu nasihat je,kalau nak terima terimalah,kalau
taknak takpe." cemgitulah.And I think I never called him abang,maybe jokingly adalah.
and sometimes I sounds like rude gilos,but sbb dh kenal lama,dia wat relax jelah.lol.
and even when I was wanna escape somewhere,he said he is going with me...
which I opposed.lol.
And he knw the story of my life.That is important.Yet he still accepted me for who I am.He always lends me his ears,which of course because
I talk non-stop.And because,my habits which is Im comfy talking in english.
As my english is crappy.Not to be arrogant ke hape,cuma nak improve english okeng.
people that rapat dgn me ,i usually use english with them.So dia kena mocking dgn
kwn dia.Sbb dgn kwn lain dok speaking malay,pastuh bila I call terus lidah sepaking london.
tapi nk wat camne,as Im the degil one.so go with flow je lah.
I remember calling him when he was in the class,but I was hurt badly,
and was crying badly,but when he pick up my calls,I was like
trying not to show that I was crying.But he manage to notice
and asking "are you crying?" or things like "U r mad right?"
mcm tahu je.
Honestly he always makes me pissed-off but
everytime Im hurt he is there to solve it.and I just realized something
gosh,he is like secretive so much and not telling me
about things I wanna know!ish tak boleh ni.
People always tot,maybe we gonna be perfect together.
lol.
we are bestfriend.
maybe the way we talk,we share seems to be more than that.
but we are just bestfriend.
I even talk to him about the love of my life kot.
and as usual he will be kind of okay with my decision or else Im gonna
membebel membebel all day.
There is a lot I wanna say,but most of all,happy birthday bro!
u light my life,even though I repeat you kind of annoying!
u better change a bit or Im gonna cry and freak u out.lol.



Friday, March 15, 2013

Motivating.



Assalammualaikum.

"Im bullet proof,nothing to lose."

I wish to be like that statement up there.For the fact Im not.Though I can make my
chin up and smile.Sometimes I wonder,am I even happy?
Its true,the hardest thing to do is pleasing people.
Like never ending.Some of them just...
but then I always end up thinking that,Allah wanna 
show you to avoid being like that maybe.Its a sign.
SELFISH.Is one of the thing I wanna avoid.
Because I know what is like when people are so selfish.
okay done with that.
I need to cheer up and motivate myself.



 

Thursday, March 14, 2013

Im back!



Assalammualaikum.


and suddenly the belog is functioning again?like T_T.
Idk if Im gonna use my new blog or my old blog.TORN!
 As uolls know,belog I tetiba okay.Aritu dia buat hal.eh blog pon tahu merajuk ke?
wuhoo.nak pakai blog baru tapi lazy bum bum sikit nak edit bagai.
tapi blog laama ni pon nampak buwok.wuhoo.
why why why?
any opinion?
oh gambar kat atas tu sebagai ikhtibar bersama taw.




Monday, March 11, 2013

Little Things :')



Assalammualaikum.


A short update.
I never was a addicted person.I mean at least with twitter and skype.
Yes skype definitely.
And how can a person that living a thousand miles away from you
make your heartbeat beats like crazy.
And when he is like texting u asking things like,
why?a simple why? makes u wanna cry.
Makes u wanna yell out of happiness.
You feels like there is butterflies inside your stomach.
How can a smile,made ur day so much better?
How can the distance feels nothing when you ask"whats wrong?"
Im in love with you.Indeed.
and if u ever ask me how much I love you,
I love you so much that I want my kids name to end with your name :")
Distance doesn't matter if two hearts are loyal to each other.
and when I really wanna avoid him sensing that Im blushing like crazzzy!
he keep on asking why?
 
I'm gonna pick up the pieces, And build a Lego house If things go wrong we can knock it down
My three words have two meanings, There's one thing on my mind It's all for you
And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got you to keep me warm If you're broken I will mend you and I'll keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on now
I'm out of touch, I'm out of love I'll pick you up when you're getting down And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind I'll do it all for you in time And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now
I'm gonna paint you by numbers And colour you in If things go right we can frame it and put you on a wall
And it's so hard to say it but I've been here before Now I'll surrender up my heart  And swap it for yours
I'm out of touch, I'm out of love I'll pick you up when you're getting down And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind I'll do it all for you in time And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now
Don't hold me down I think my braces are breaking, and it's more than I can take
And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got you to keep me warm If you're broken I will mend you and I'll keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on now
I'm out of touch, I'm out of love I'll pick you up when you're getting down And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind I'll do it all for you in time And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now
I'm out of touch, I'm out of love I'll pick you up when you're getting down And out of all these things I've done I will love you better now
 

Thursday, March 7, 2013

Dilemma T_T



Assalammualaikum :D



Okaylah Aii skrg nikan tengah buat perancangan masa depan.Aii nak jadi doktor.
Uools jgn tak tahu.walopon semangat tu cam fly away a moment kau tahu bila
PHD,about 5 years.Amboi!Kekekke.
Master dalam 2 tahun,tapi Aii ada dengar uoll jgn tak tahu,atau pon Aii je yg memandai.
kekek,that ada gak yang a year and a half.Amboi,mmg genius le Aii gitu.Amin!
Okay disebabkan Aii dh sem akhir yg dah nak berakhir sesangat sampai uolls jgn tak
tahu majlis pra graduasi pon Aii main langgar je tak pegi.Astaga budak ni bila mood
rebel dia dh muncul cemgitulah
Mulanya uoll,Aii ingat nak campakkan diri ke course HEALTH MANAGEMENT,
tp ye lah kena sambung 2 half and a year.Dan Aii ni pon bknlah
minat pon sangat dgn sains.ataupun number.Tapi hakikatnya,aku kene gak mengadap!
Lol,memula ingat nak jump ke situ,tp yelahkan.Belum ada course master le pulak.
Dan kemungkinan utk ada within the time Aii nak belaja tu pon mcm ilek je.
so dulu Aii ni bongkak sangat taknak ambil subject yang mmg masa time diploma ni Aii ambil,
I ambil OFFICE SYSTEM.Mmmuahahah,so sambungannya yang mmg betul2 pure
adalah suppose tu be Office systems gak ah.Tapi tu le,I ni kureng sikit
dgn computer ni.Uools jgn tak tahu,Aii tengok subject dia amek kaw sekali ada pulak tu
subjek "FEVERET!" account +economics.MMmuahahah semakin beginilah T_T Aii kan.
sebenarnya ceq nak habaq,ceq sbnrnya nak terjun gi mascomm sana,
tak pon cek nak pegi international business.Ke human resource ke.Tapi tulah,time is PRECIOUS.
mmuahahah.Aii ni dh tua u know.
korang doa2kan lah supaya ceq dapat pikiaq bebetul na.
kang susah aku keje je.tapi keje pon susah.amboi sume nak susah,tidoq pon susah hang tahu!
hang tengok OFFICE SYSTEM PUNYA OULINE ni ceqq bg.

Administrative Management
•    Administrative Office Management
•    Administrative Office Procedures
•    Office Project Management
•    Office Business Process
•    Office Practicum
•    Issues in Administrative Management
•    Management of Administration Records
•    Research Methods

Computer and Information Technology
•    Office automation
•    Software Applications
•    The Internet and Web Design
•    Management of Computer Networks
•    Administrative Database System
•    Telecommunications Technologies
•    Office Systems Analysis and Design

Business Management and Communication
•    Fundamentals of Business
•    Financial Accounting Economics
•    Communication of Admin. Professionals

Language
•    English
•    Third Language

Minor/Elective
•    Human Resource Management

and one more would it be nice to work at the airport and waiting for you arrive everytime.lol.


Sunday, March 3, 2013

LDR is Extraordinary :)



Assalammualaikum sweetheart!

Wuhoo,been a while not updating.sebab tak tahu nk update apa sangat.
lol,sbb kena berhati-hati bila update.
Almaklum ada banyak stalker.mmiahahha.
Ada yang baik,ada yang...you know?
So as you know,everything in the world have this pros and cons rite?
So when I mention about LDR.There will be indeed a lot of feedback.
Some said its beautiful,some just bashing saying it wont work.Like T_T.
As for me,Im not gonna lie saying its okay.I mean I have to
force myself think it in a positive way.
Real positive way.
Though its hard.Because,will not celebrating any big event or meaningful event
near each other .But seriously it increase the faith.
For me if its meant to be it will.
So despite being super negative,I really need to being positive.
Semua benda pon susah,nak tido pon susah.
Makan pon nak kena paksa kan.
So I dare myself.Memula mcm nak aim for 1 year,
but I extend to one and half year.Wuhoo.Hope Im gonna make it.
Though bila korang baca ni korang tak paham,but I hope korang
buat2 jelah faham ye.I love to write rather than talk.Because
when you talk at the moment of time,its gonna be hard to really think about
it thoroughly,so you tend to disappoint that person.well yeah.


LDR is cool for me,and Im cool with it:)
Reasons that I amek je kat twitter.maklumlah.
skrg I queen of twitter kan:)
  •  I've learned a lot and still learning a lot out of this type of set-up. Number one, patience.
  • "Life is not about rushing things. All good things come to those who wait."
  • It may be hard, but it is not impossible.
  • Me + You + Distance + Patience + ALLAH + Faith = Extraordinary Love
  • They call it stupidity, I call it faith.
  • The reason why mostly long distance relationships last even longer - it is more of the emotional attachment and not of the physical desires.
  • If you think waiting is the hardest, well, it's actually having regrets in the end for not giving any try.
  • Nobody ever wanted to be in a long distance relationship because honestly, it is literally hard but some are brave enough to risk for love.
  • LDR couples are like smile and tears, rarely seen together. But when seen together, it is definitely a beautiful moment
  • I'd rather have a so-far-yet-so-close type of relationship than a so-close-yet-so-far one.
  • Nowadays, people are so close-minded to think that long distance relationships are just fun online relationships. They exist for real.
  • When two people are meant to be together, nothing will keep them apart, not even a very long distance in between them
  • f your LDR fails, get rid of the bitterness. Do not tell others who are currently in LDR that they won't make it. You have no rights.
  • Stop being afraid of what could go wrong; why not think positive about what could go right?
  • "I don't believe in LDR. How can you love someone that you can't see or can't be with?" | Me: Oh, have you seen God, btw?
 
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