Demons.

Assalammualaikum.

When the days are cold
And the cards all fold
And the pious we see
Are all made of gold

When your dreams all fail
And the ones we hail
Are the worst of all
And the blood’s run stale

I wanna hide the truth
I wanna shelter you
But with the beast inside
There’s nowhere we can hide

No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It’s where my demons hide

Don’t get too close
It’s dark inside
It’s where my demons hide

At the curtain’s call
It's the last of all
When the lights fade out
All the sinners crawl

So they dug your grave
And the masquerade
Will come calling out
At the mess you've made

Don't wanna let you down
But I am hell bound
Though this is all for you
Don't wanna hide the truth

Your eyes, they shine so bright
I wanna save that light
I can't escape this now
Unless you show me how
 

so you like me?

but im a mess.

im a wreck.

only brave people can be.

but let me tell you.

those patient.

people.

i made them gone crazy.

because at the end of the day.

im a nerve wreck.

but they don't see.

that deep within.

i was screaming for help.

what do you expect.

im perfect with all those smile.

you don't know a thing.

maybe when you see me.

at the darkest side.

you will turn away.

because.

i need a person.

that never leave.

 and i hate when people leave.

a person.

no matter how ruin i am.

believe that somehow.

there is still  hope.

 but never.

don't you dare ever.

think.

im perfect.

because.im not.

so tell me now.

where is this person.

this person.

the person when.

im a fool.

im a nerve wreck.

that gonna look at me.

ass if im the purest soul in the world.

because demon maybe is my biggest enemy.

but Allah is the biggest savior.

and though.

im a wrecking soul.

i know.

is survive this fight.

so demons.

you can wreck me.

but my Allah is bigger.

that is why.

at the end of the day.

i still am.

the innocent soul.

though.

if you can see.

there's a lot of scars.

but i survive.

tired.or what.

i will crawl.if i must.