"Arjuna"

"Arjuna"

what if i tell you i miss you like hell?

 

I wish i was the type of girl that made YOU say "wow"

I don't care if others stare at me.

But if it's you.

It's enough.

 I often wonder if you ever miss talking to me?

 I want to write "i miss you" on a piece of rock and throw it in your face

 just to make you realize how much missing you hurts.

 sometimes i'm just so sick of my limited vocabulary

 because i could never find enough words to describe

 the feelings i felt

 I was just so used to having you around 

that it caught me off guard when all that changed.

and it drove me wild to see your smile that amazing 

thousand-watt smile that could possibly lit up the whole of new york .

 I wish i could read your mind to know what

 your really think of me to see if i'm even inside your mind.

 i wish you could hear all the words i'm afraid to say.

 it's like i want you to look at me but then

 i turn my head every time you do 

do you see my dilemma?