Wednesday, October 12, 2011

kosong-kosong okies?

I am human.I am not PERFECT <3.

I'm not the best servant of the Almighty God,
I'm not the best daughter,
I'm not the best friend,
I'm not the best leader,
I'm not the best follower,
I'm definitely no angel,
Who never does any wrong.

Bismillahirahmanirahim.
Assalammualaikum =)

awak2 sume sehat kew?
huuhuu,i've been thinking for nineteen years hidup.
berapa kali sy sudah sakitkan hati org eh?
mengumpat org?
gosip sana gosip sini.
and maybe accidentally pernah hurt org sangat2
sama ada sengaja atau tak sengaja.
musuh?
rasanya tak perlu sume tu kan.
and maybe kadang2 tu
ego terlebih dan jarang2 nak mintak maaf dulu.
last2 dua2 jauh hati dan tak maybe tak memaafkan each other.
atau maybe sometimes super annoying ke.
maybe ada benda2 yg kureng sana sini.
saya minta maaf ye awak2 sume.
so 0-0 eh?
lead a good life sayangness =)

We embrace our flaws, but we don't cherish it and enjoy it. Instead, we strive to become better each and everyday... So that we can truly fulfill our purpose of life which is as a servant of Allah and as a khalifah on the land of Earth.
Sometimes, we just need to give ourselves a chance.
A chance to live.
A chance to return to who we truly are.
A chance to return to fitrah...
We continue to move on because we have that hope...
The hope that He promised us.
Even though we always forget him,
Even though He isn't the one we put first on the list,
that hope is always there whenever we seek it.
 p/s:ayat yg sedap2 tu telah dicelup dari blog
i luv islam.
pegilah jenguk2.
its good and full of knowledge.
 dan nah lagu sorry2 frm band boy kesayangan saya.
from korea.



                       

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Hitam itu manis =)


Nak ketawa tergolek2 or what?
OhmyGucci.
Salah faham!
Dia mmg memang memkonpiuskan!
boleh tak kalo aku hempuk sikit kepala dia yg comel tu?
akhirnya sem dua begini barulah aku dapat.
tapi aku bukan nak sangat pn.
mesti korang tanya,apa yg aku nak kan?
sbnrnya tahap aku sakit hati dgn dia mmglah tahap gaban.
tapi kalo jumpa kelam kabut semacam aku.
ada sekali tu aku nak balik kolej.
sekali ternampak dia tengah melepak depan kolej aku.
so terpaksalah aku belok ambil jalan jauh balik kolej.
tapi org kata kalo its meant to be its meant to be kan?
ambek ko,bertembung!
bila aku tak nak jumpa,tak nak pandang,
time tuh lah muka dia bersepah.
ok nw aku dh dpt apa yg aku nak.
tapi tak aku mcm,eh nak nak buat apa?
sbb sumpah aku tak faham dia.
nasiblah aku tak cekik2 dia.
walopon mulut dia mmg pedas tahap tak boleh blah.
tapi hati dia mmg baik.
ada ke dia kata aku tak give up?
masa tuh rasa mcm batu kena hempap kat kepala.
pada hal masa tu aku dh kata this is the last time weyh.
(Eleyh ko cuak dah kan mak cik?)
ni gara2 nasihat abg A lah ni.
dia kata kene usaha.
aku pn usaha lah.
skrg ni perlu ke tak perlu aku pn tak faham.
kalo bleh aku pn nk egois jugak.
tak nak ambil port pon!(cis kau ayat berlagak!)
dia tak tahu aku tahu sebenarnya.
so aku rasa sangat awkward rite now.
dalam brutal2 dia tu dia ni mmg baek hati(cewah,puji lebih!)
hari tu kawan aku kata.
dia nampak si dia dgn beberapa girls.
mmg dia suke sangat lepak dgn girls.
jarang2 aku nampak dgn kawan2 lelaki.
bayangkanlah.
bawak buku banyak berat2.
dahlah dia standard badan mcm aku,slim.(over eh kau!)
relax jek bawak buku sambil berbual2.
aku ingat buku dia!
terasa mcm nk terjun tasik lendu,bila buku tu buku budak2 tu.
huwaaa,buli ke?
hahahha.
he is gentle(amek kau aku puji lagi!)
dan aku tak paham knp aku tak bleh ckp dgn dia tanpa
stutter or kalo jumpa tu kalo bleh nk tunduk lebih dari 90 darjah.
so now..
aku dah ada apa yg aku carik selama ni.
tapi aku tak tahu mcm mana nk gunakan.
because everything i do seems wrong.
damn it,of all the people why you ma?
org yg aku rasa ego sama tinggi dgn aku.
ni mcm bertemu buku dgn ruas jek.
langit dgn bumi weyh.
mmg dia buka korea.
tapi apasal aku rasa dia mmg panas?(Ayat tak bleh blah!)
apasal aku rasa hitam tu menawan / manis.
(hahahha,mesti korang kata apa aku melalut ni!)



p/s:deal with it baby.
1 more sem,cummon!

Friday, September 30, 2011

I love you =)

Assalammualaikum dan bismillahirahmanirahim.
ok lappy kesayangan telah masuk hospital.
(tsk tsk tsk)
ni pakai lappy olang laen.
ok,semoga everyone is happy and sehat.


dah tengok video kat atas?
Ya Allah serius sweet kan?
I do have someone or maybe ramai lah jugak yg camni.
Coz im a bit of tantrum sikit.
so this people will always try to correct my image.
i mean Ya Allah mmg thankful sangat ada mereka2 ni.
so like hee chul,
sometimes i do am selfish.
ataupun moody yg sangat tak boleh blah.
and i forgot to say to the one who closer to me.
that i love you lah weyh.
terima kasih sbb risk everything to be besides me.
semua org buat silap kan?
so sorry as i am imperfect.
manalah tahu ada terasa hati k apa kan?
life is short right,so we should forgive each other.
sbb Allah syg org2 yg suka memaafkan ni.
ok lapanya..


Thursday, September 29, 2011

 
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