KITA

Assalammualaikum.

 Entah.Bila tengok Kak Fynn and Abg Tri.

Mostly Abg Tri,it really remind me of you.

Mungkin misai.And part jambang.

Oh have I told you,actually I suka kot laki yg ada misai.HAHAHAH.

I've been waiting all these years.

Bam!

Tak sangka pon.Tapi tunggulah 28 nak ada jambang banyak2 tu.

Hahahahha.

Tak kisahlah botak ke.Punk ke.

As long it's you.It's more than enough.

Nanti I sambung entri ni lagi.

Ni tetiba bersemangat nak study.

Nak kena study kuat2.

To be continue.

Other Half.

Assalammualaikum.

Sorry,I've been busy.

Banyak benda terjadi.

Yang hitam dan juga yg putih.

Yang suka dan pahit.

Aku nak menulis,tapi MALAS.

ALASAN.manusia.Biasalah tu.

So sekarang aku nak tulis.Tapi hang jgn kata

aku minah jiwang pulak.

Mungkin aku mmg jiwang pon.Tapi malu.

Okay tak.Okay whatever.

Aku busy ni.Belum study sangat.Ni spend time utk jenguk belog usang.

Sebenarnya aku dh ter fall with a poet.

Well,I know.Some people tengah confuse.Eh?

Tiba2 kan.Kamon,aku tahu.Aku faham.

Aku pulak tak suka berkongsi sangat.So korang lagi tak faham.

Kadang2 yang tak boleh blah is when korang cakap kawan

baik aku yang mmg dh mcm adik atau mcm abang,atau mcm apa.

Is my other half.Adoi!FAIL.

Bila biarkan,orang salah faham.Mcm kelakar.Tengok telatah manusia.

Aku tahu siapa sayang aku.

I mean to be a little bit romatic,saya kenal sayang saya.(Minta pelempang punya ayat!)

Tak adalah kenal sangat,tapi kenal lah juga.

Hahahha.

Well,yang I don't really like to use the term BOYFRIEND.

Tapi kadang2 susahlah bila ada orang yg tok pahe.

Ish.

Just because,gua banyak kawan with le boys.Oh sebab dulu

gua tomboy.Serious talk.So gua suka lepak dgn le boys.

tapi ada je banyak girlfirends. Seimbanglah.Mungkin.

Tapi lu punya pemikiran biar kasi besar sikit.

Just because a girl have a tonnes of boys bestfriends does not mean,

she is A FLIRT.

Because indeed her heart is lock.

For a guy,that only those who matters know.

Tapi ini bukan permasalahannya.

Bak kata my close close friend.

"Tak boleh makan/hidup ke dgn kata2 mereka"

Something like that.

Betul jugak.Well, manusia.Selagi boleh bercakap.Dia menyalak.

What a fool for me to even care.T.T

 Tapi back to the topic.

I kinda mischu a little too much.

So sebenarnya.Aku just nak copy and paste.

Lagu pelengkap hidup ni.

Sebab rasa mcm jiwang le karats le habis.

Aku bagai laut tak bertepi dan tak berkarang 

Aku bagai bintang yang tak ditemani malam 

Melihat dirimu ada senyum canda dan tawa 

Yang membuat aku tak ingin pergi darimu
Teringat janji lamamu kepadaku 

Teringat aku teringat 

Teringat saat kau masih ada di sini

 Temaniku sepanjang hari
Bila kau pergi jauh ingatlah aku

 Bila ku di sampingmu peluk tubuhku

 Bila kau rindu aku panggil namaku 

Ku datang menemuimu
Peluk erat jasadku jangan lepaskan 

Tetaplah kau di sini arungi malam 

Karena hanya dirimu belahan jiwa 

Pelengkapku di dunia

 Aku bukan senang nak jatuh....Cinta.

Susah.

Sebenarnya.

Mungkin kau cakap.

Aku mulut manis.

Tapi kalau kau tahu.

Apa yang jadi. dlm hidup aku

Mungkin.

Kau juga takkan.

Nak jatuh cinta.

Mungkin takkan.

Mungkin benci dgn cinta.

Kau tak tahu.

Apa yg aku rasa.

Kau tak tahu pahitnya.

Tunggu orang 10 tahun.

oh more than that.

KAU tak tahu.

Tapi mmg. 

Skrg aku paham.

Masa is time only.

Kau kenal sepuluh tahun.

atau seminggu.

Yang penting chemistry.

dan komitmen.

Belum tentu lagi.

Yang kau kenal sepuluh tahun tu.

Kau kenal betul2.

Bullshits je semua tu.

Sebab manusia berubah setiap saat.

Percaya ckp aku.

Aku tahu.

AKu dah rasa.

Jadi.

Terpulang.

Sebab.

Bila aku cakap aku cinta.

Aku cinta.

Kalau aku cakap kau.

Maknanya.Kau lah.

Sekarang.Saat ini.Kau aku harap.

Other half aku.

Ni aku nak bg tahu hang ni.

Hang jgn nak confuse.

Memang aku ada hang je ni.

Tamat.

 

Best Boyfriend.

Assalammualaikum!

It's been a while,and because Im freaking weirdly miss my awesome bestfriend which always think

that he is nothing but for me he is a very good person despite how annoying he could turns out.

But hey This is about you.Thanks dude,for coping with my random craziness,I love youh!

Im gonna try my best to describe your awesomeness!

Because indeed you are so freaking awesome.Im not kidding neither saying this sarcastically.

I just need to do this.

To be honest,I am a very complicated person.Im very moody,I have bad temper,and also Im grumpy.
I can laugh and cry within a second.I can be mad and happy within a second.
Maybe that is why Im afraid to be close to anybody.Because Im afraid Im gonna hurt them.
I don't like those feelings.The feelings of hurting people.
So it was a big miracle when the first time I know you.I don't really bother about you.
I mean of course at one point I was curious,but still I feel like whatever.
But then I still remember,it was near on  my birthday.That is when I started to really wanted to know
you a lot better.It was a super risky decisions.
It is not easy to be friend with you.It was freaking hard.Im the most sensitive girl in the world and
you are the most sarcastic guy I ever met.
But Alhamdullilah,through the storms and rains,we finally manage to cope with all that and
support one another now.#Tears.
I never thought or even imagine that one day,we gonna be really good with each other.
I always think that we are seriously really different individual.Therefore we can't connect.
Im dead wrong!Though maybe we are different,but that differences actually connect us together.
From a very fragile girl,you made me to a very strong girl.
From to a super tantrum moody girl,to a girl that can calm herself in a hard situation.
From a girl that cannot accept stupid jokes,to a girl that like to make jokes.
From a girl that hate her flaws,to a girl that cherish her flaws.
Even when you know my dark side,how ruin I can be,how destructive how
unpredictable I can turn out,you still stands there.Never really leave.
When Im down,you lend me your ears.You lend me your time.
When I talk about stupid things,and you still listen.When I wanna cry,but you tried
to make me laugh.
I sayang gila kot kat you.You are like baby brother,my partner in crime,my punching bag,ngahahha,
my guardian angel my bla bla bla.
So my dear honey,you should know that you are a very very dear person to me.
I know you gonna be a freaking good lawyer,because you are!
Please take care of yourself ,I don't want you to be attack by asthma which lead me to
be freaking sad and worried.
To be honest,you are the first guy bestfriend I feel like really close too.
Tenchuu.I can rely on you if people break my heart next time.Hahahah.
 Is it so weird when you adore your bestfriend so much?Ngahahha.
Thank you for crossing my path and please stay forever,because you one of the most
best thing ever encounter in my life.Cewah!

i tak kira,I know how much u benci I buat peace.Lalalalalal.

Heal please.

Im not trying to do any stupid ritual or what,this is just me trying to be focus.

Hasbunallah wani'mal wakil
Ni'mal maula wani'mal nasir
Hasbunallah wani'mal wakil
Ni'mal maula wani'mal nasir

Ku coba renungi semua
Detik waktu yang telah berlalu
Mengisahkan pedih di hati
Menyinar keangkuhan diri

Ku coba sandarkan jiwa
Hanya pada Allah semata
Hingga rasa bebanpun sirna
Seluruh hati serahkan pada-Nya

Cukuplah Allah sebagai penolong
Dan sebaik-baik pelindung

 

Honestly it's like almost two.And I did a BIG mistake by drinking white coffee ,it makes

me feel really ill AND  dizzy.Not even that,I think my gastric is

trying to take over me.So yeah,I also forgot to bring my medicine,so yeah.It's hurt.

Hmmm.So I hope everything's gonna be just foine.

Bye.