Monday, November 7, 2011

SELFISH

FRIENDS.
BE HONEST TO ME.
STOP STAB ON ME.
BE TRUE TO ME.
I AM NOT A BARBIE DOLL.
LOVE ME,AND PROOF IT.
COZ I LOVE EACH ONE OF YOU ENUFF.
BUT I NEED TIME AND FADE AWAY NOW.
I RATHER BE ALONE NOW.
CAN I BE SELFISH LIKE.
WHAT ABOUT ME?
I WOULD ACROSS THE SEA,FOR YOU GUYS.
WASTE YOUR MONEY TO CALL OR TEXT ME AT LEAST.
SOMETIMES ITS TEARS ME.
IM SEARCHING MY REAL FRIENDS.
PEOPLE.
STOP BEING AROUND ME AND JUDGE ME.
YOU LOOKS UGLY ENUFF TO JUDGE ANYONE ELSE.
YOUR SMIRK AND SARCASTIC LAUGH.
I DONT NEED THAT.
I DONT NEED THE FAKERS.
AND CONFESSION.
I HATE GROUPING.
I REALLY HOPE AND WISH THAT GROUPING IS JUST
DONT EXIST.
I DONT LIKE COOPERATE WITH THE PEOPLE THAT
SOMETIMES BENDA SENANG TAPI LAMBATKAN.
ATAU YANG TOLONGLAH WEYH APA HAL KO MALAS SANGAT NAK BUAT?
MARKAH TU DAH LAH SAMA RATA UTK SEMUA.
TAPI KAU TAK ADA EFFORT YG BERSUNGGUH PN?
KALO APA YG AKU CKP NI SALAH SORRY LAH WEYH.
AKU NI KIRA BAIK LAH LAGI KAN TAK CAKAP PUN KAT LEC APA2.
EH JAP PERNAH KE?
BILA AKU DH MENYINGA,
TAHU TAKUT.
BUT KALO AKU TAK BUAT MCM TU TAK JALAN OK!
SO FIKIRLAH OK.
SATU LAGIKAN,AKU BENGANG DGN ORG YG MENIRU.
MENIRU PON AGAK2 AR.
NAK2 BILA DAH KENA SOUND TAPI TAK JALAN.
PEH MACAM HARAM JE.
AKU SERIUS CAKAP SUBJECT YG AKU BANGANG IS TYPING.
AKU MMG NK DROP WEYH COURSE NI MMG SBB TYPING.
TP AKU CUBA BAGAI NAK MATI.
DULU AKU SPEED TEST 2 JE KOT LEPAS?
WALAU KDG2 SESUKA HATI AKU B.SPACE GAK KAN MASA DH TAMAT.
TAPI TAKLAH MCM FEW PIHAK OK.
SANGAT TERLAMPAU MELAMPAU.
GERAM GILA WEYH!
KDG2 MUKA NAMPAK BAIK TAPI.
PERANGAI BELUM TENTU.
LAGI SATU AKU MMG MALAS GILA LAH WEYH BILA GROUPING.
LAST SEM,DARN IT.
MASA AKU KENA GROUPING DGN BUDAK2 COURSE LAIN TU.
JUJUR CAKAP,AKU BENGANG!
TAPI AKU TAK KISAH.BUKAN MATI!
AT LEAST AKU INDEPENDENT.
(AYAT SEDAPKAN HATI)
I RARELY SMILE OR TALK.
BECAUSE FOR ME DALAM KELAS TU PON.
ACTUALLY DENGAR,ATAU SOMETIMES TIDO.
KEDATANGAN JE YANG PENTING.
KADANG2 I DONT EVEN REMEMBER APA EH BELAJAR TADI?
SO I DID REVISION.
AKU RASA TAK ADA LIFE LANGSUNG.
YANG PALING MMG FOR REAL AKU RASA SENTAP.
AKU TAK SUKA BETUL BILA DAPAT PAPER ORG TANYA2.
KALO MARKAH KAU TINGGI.
MULUT LONGKANG TU CAKAP KITA MENIRU.
ATAU MAYBE KAU CAKAP KITA BERLAGAK
KALO MARKAH KAU RENDAH.
KAU MENGATA JUGAK.
EH KADANG2 AKU MMG MALAS BETUL NAK RESPON.
AKU HARAP SEM DEPAN TAK ADA HAL LG.
KALO ADA PON,AKU NAK JADI COLD-HEART BOLEH TAK?
AKU NEED TO AIM FOR 4 FLATS WEYH.
LIMITS IS BEYOND THE SKY.
THANKS TO THE PEOPLE YANG MMG WARM HEART NAK TOLONG.
LEND THEIR EARS FOR ME.
WORRIED ABOUT ME.
BAGILAH AKU MASA OK.
MASA UTK FIX WHATS WRONG WHATS RIGHT.
JGN EVEN TANYA APA HAL?
AKU PUN MCM TAK FAHAM.
AND YG TAK PUAS HATI AKU SUKA KOREA.
BOLEH BLAH!
SUDAH MASANYA AKU JADI AKU.
FIKIR PASAL AKU.
ORANG LAIN TAK PENTING.
(MULUT CKP TAK PENTING,HATI TUHAN JELAH YG TAHU!)
STALKER.
AKU HARAP STALKER AKU NI BAIK2 JE.
AKU TAK SUKA NAK BERMUSUHAN.
TAPI MANALAH TAHU KAN ADA ORG BENCI?
YELAH KDG2 BUKAN SALAH KITA PUN.
KALO ORG DH NAK BENCI NAK BUAT APA KAN?

ORANG CAKAP SELFISH TU TERUK.
TAPI KADANG2 AKU RASA AKU SUKA WEYH CAMTU.
KADANG2 BOSAN WEYH ASYIK KITA JAGA HATI ORANG.
(JAP2 AKU JAGA HATI ORG KAN?)
SORRYLAH KALO RASA AKU SELFISH.
AKU JUST TAK NAK CKP BANYAK.



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fatinSQUARE said...

sometimes kite mmg perlu independent . sampai bila asyik nak kena jage hati org je kan . org tak pulak nak try jage hati kita kan .

I am strongly agree with You . sometimes we need to be selfish .

good luck

Unknown said...

ain buchuk!!! kejar ANC sama sama k!!
i know ure the awesome girl..
honestly.. mmg ain hebat..
btw, jgn tension tension lg..
dikesempatan ini, nk congrats kat ain..
dpt DeanList lagi..
tahniah beb!! :))

 
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