Thinking of YOU

 

Saya takut gila nak percaya kat orang,sebab2 macam mana kalau sengaja/tak sengaja

dia buat benda yg paling tak boleh blah!opcoz kita kena forgive kan rite?tapi the problem is...that 

the process of healing tu depends on how hard we fall.so jgb mrh ok kalau i said,sorry i dont trust people.(hahahha)

So to this someone,THIS my long long lost reconnected dearest.

I have been SUPER DUPER ANNOYING DAH.

But still dia ok je,relax je.(seriouly!)

Even when I scream kan?

TO SOMETIMES OVERLY CONCERN ABOUT ME.

kamsahanida.

I mean,I hope and wish there will be some angel come and safe you from me.

Coz I need to bertapa.

I mean,konpius?

I mean I dont even know.

Thank you for freak out,everytime I wanna cry.

And even when I said,hey mana ada!

Tahu2 je kan?

And even when I said takde apa2.

You could just have the sense yg something is not rite.wwuuuu terharu!

And for accepting me for who I am.And try to just guide and guide.

and maybe for not being exhausted ?

thank you ok.

Eh Saya kene Tag lah ?

Dengan segala kudrat yang ada(walopon agak penuh dgn KEMALASAN sbb sibuk menternak LEMAK!)

Demi utk tak mengecewakan my dear mate,Sis Uyul.

Sebenarnya I was very TERPERANJAT lah kena tag for doing this.

Because I was not sure,sape jelah yg akan follow and STALK my belog ni kan?

But Thanks ya for Tagging me.

RULES OF THE GAME  

• YOU MUST POST THIS RULES

• EACH PERSON MUST POST 11 THINGS ABOUT THEMSELVES IN THEIR JOURNAL

• ANSWER THE QUESTION THE TAGGER SET YOU IN THE POST AND CREATE

11 QUESTIONS FOR THE PEOPLE YOU TAGGED TO ANSWER

• YOU HAVE TO CHOOSE 11 PEOPLE TO TAG AND LINK THEM ON THE POST

• GO TO THEIR PAGES AND TELL THEM YOU HAVE TAGGED HIM/HER

• NO TAG BACK

11 THINGS THAT YOU SHOULD SERIOUSLY KNOW ABOUT ME!

(HAHAHAHHA!)

1.  I love to do fairytale things or maybe unpredictable things.The more people said that its IMPOSSIBLE the more driven I will be.For me life is short so I do whatever I want.(Ayat suke memberontak,hehehhe)
2. I hate RULES.I love to do things the other way around.Macam melawan arus.Tapi yang Funny nya I could be either sangat MEMBERONTAK atau follow RULES like crazy.Bila mood follow rules,I will follow everything even the tiny things.So kira aku tak moderate langsung.Takde tengah2.(maybe)
3. I love to forgive people tapi tak mudah nak forget.Woaahhaaa,PENDENDAM.(ini aku tak tahulah)Its like once or twice nanti baru nak cool tetibe ingat so rasa mcm sakit hati.
4. PANAS BARAN.Hahahahahhaha,few people knw about this.Tapi ada yg tak tahu,yg tak tahu I have been control lah kan.Kang org ckp gila pulak?Tapi seriously a lil things do make me ANGRY.SO plisss don't ANNOYED ME!
5. I love kids,baby.Walopon there is some kids yang mmg kuang ajaq betul!Tapi nak buat mcm mana kan,budak kecik msh suci,takde masalah,otak free,so biarlah.
6. Orang kata aku SOMBONG,tapi PELIKSSS BIN AJAIB sebab aku tegur depa dulu,tapi aku sombong lah kan?
7. Ada org  kata aku ni PENDIAM!Bhahahahha,i mean muka tak nak bercakap.Maybe.Tapi aku suka bercakap bila mood aku tersangatlah baik.Tapi bila aku start non-stop bercakap org suh diam.So bila aku diam,sebok sangat nk aku bercakap!
8. Aku used to suka kawan ramai2.Tapi nowadays bagi aku cukuplah ada kawan2 yg betul2 kawan.Aku taknak kawan makan kawan ok.Serious aku tak suka.Aku benci lagi menyampah.Aku tahu tak sume manusia tu baik,tapi aku harap sume orang baik2.(Naaif!)
9. Ok dulu aku sangat boyish tapi tetiba aku jadik feminin (ok muntah darah skrg sume!)
10. I am hopelessly Romantic (ok pengakuan berani mati!)
11. I am not perfect,I hope everybody FORGIVE me.Even if I redo my mistakes still sorry ok?

 SOALAN CIK UYUL KPD SAYA =)

7 PERKARA PALING BAHAGIA.APA EK?

TO BE BORN IN THIS WORLD

 TO BE LOVED BY PEOPLE WHO LOVES ME

TO HAVE AND GAIN WHAT I HAVE NOW

TO HAVE A GREAT FAMILY

TO HAVE A GREAT BESTFRIENDS

LEPAS LESEN KERETA?HAHAH,AFTER SO MUCH STRUGGLING

TO BE FORGIVEN

7 PERKARA ANNOYING YANG KORANG TERANG2 TAK SUKA.SILA NYATAKAN:

I HATE BETRAYAL.SO WATCH OUT!

TALAM DUA MUKA!

OVER PEMALAS!( eleh kau bukan?hikhik)

MEMPERGUNAKAN ORANG!

PENAKUT!

PANAS BARAN!(aku takpe,hihihi)

CAKAP TAK SERUPA BIKIN?

7 AKTIVITI YANG KORANG BUAT MASA LAPANG:

TIDO!(SERIUS AKU SUKA TIDO)

APA LAGI SURFING INTERNET LAH!

LAYAN LAGU2 HOT KAT U-TUBE!

MEN-KOREAKAN DIRI!(DGN DO RESEARCH ABOUT KOREAN THINGS!)

BACA BUKU OR READ THINGS!

JALAN2 BILA ADA MOOD!

SHOPPING,YEAH AKU MMG SUKA SHOPPING!

SIAPA IDOLA DI SEBALIK KEJAYAAN KORANG.

MYSELF!(HAHAHHA)EVERYONE THAT INSPIRE ME LAH.

   KEHIDUPAN KORANG 2-3 MINGGU NI?HAPPY KE ATAU SEBALIKNYA?

BIASA2 JE,NO ONE IS HAPPY 24/7 HOURS AND NO ONE IS DESPAIR 24/7 HOURS.

APA PLAN ARI  NI?WANI NAK IKUT BOLEH?

NAK KEMAS RUMAH!(HAHAHAH)IKUT LAH!

BERANGAN HOBI KORANG KAN?

HAHAH,YESSS.A DREAMER CAN ACHIEVE MORE YOU KNOW.BECAUSE IF YOU DONT DREAM YOU ARE JUST ARE NOT INTERESTING!   

MATEMATIK SUBJEK PALING TAK GEMAR.BETUL KE?

HAHAHHA.DULU MMG KURENG.BUT I GUESS MATH AWESOME DAN THRILL MAKE THE ADRENALINE RUSH AS WE WOULD SERIOUSLY PERAH OTAK FOR MATH.SO MATH IS AWESOME FOR ME!

PANDANGAN KORANG TENANG BUDAYA BUDAK UNIVERSITI SEKARANG?

BANYAK BERFOYA DARI MENELAAH?THEN DAPAT RESULT,SEDIH!SOME THINGS WE COULD BERFOYA,BUT SOMETIMES TOO MUCH WILL CAUSE A PAIN,YOU KNOW?

IBU BEKERJA,AYAH DUDUK RUMAH.MR.MAMA,GIVE UR OPINION?

FOR ME TAK ADA MASALAH PUN.TERPULANGLAH KALAU DUA2 BERSETUJU.TAPI AYAH JGN GOYANG KAKI JE.DUDUK RUMAH BUAT KIJE OK?KALU TAK BUAT APA2 JUST GET A DIVORCE PAPER AND DIVORCE.(HAHAH,KEJAM!)

 PERANCANGAN 5 TAHUN AKAN DATANG.APA YE?

GET MARRY WITH WHOEVER THAT MEANT TO BE WITH ME,HAVE KIDS.WANNA BE ABLE TO PLAY MUSIC INSTRUMENT AND PLUS I WANNA  STUDY OTHER LANGUAGES.AND IF I COULD JUST FURTHER MY STUDY WHILE WORKING AND HOPEFULLY MAYBE CAN I JUST NOT BE AROUND MALAYSIA?

OK SAYA NAK TAG SAPE YE?

http://syamimihaziqah.blogspot.com/

http://www.blogger.com/home

http://heskafuzzy.blogspot.com/

SY TERLALU MALAS NAK TAG BANYAK2.

AND HARAP2 ORG YG DI TAG TAHU2 SENDIRI ANDA DI TAG?

(LAZY BUMMY!)

SOALAN SAYA:  

DO YOU LOVE UR PARENTS MORE OF BOYFIE?(BE HONEST!)

APA PENDAPAT KORANG KALAU LELAKI PANDAI MASAK?SUKE?

KORANG NI HOPELESSLY ROMATIK OR MMG TAK LANGSUNG?

MEMILIH TAK DALAM BERKAWAN?

APA CITA-CITA KORANG SEBENARNYA?

HAHAHHA,FANATIK KOREA?

MACAM MANA KORANG BOLEH TERJEBAK DLM DUNIA BLOGGING?

APA KORANG BUAT KALAU TENGAH TACING2(SEDIH)?

KORANG RASA SKRG NI EDUCATION PENTING KE SBB RAMAI GRADUAN GRADUATE TP TAK DPT KERJA PUN?

MUKA TU PENTING AS ONE OF UR HUBBY CHARACTERISTIC?

KORANG SUKA GUNUNG,PANTAI ATAU SAWAH?

OK,DONE!

I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU

 

 

Like a Love Song

It's been said and done
Every beautiful thought's been already sung
And I guess right now here's another one
So your melody will play on and on, with the best of 'em
You are beautiful, like a dream come alive, incredible
A centerfold miracle, lyrical
You've saved my life again
And I want you to know baby

[Chorus]
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

[Verse 2]
Constantly, boy you played through my mind like a symphony
There's no way to describe what you do to me
You just do to me, what you do
And it feels like I've been rescued
I've been set free
I am hypnotized by your destiny
You are magical, lyrical, beautiful
You are... And I want you to know baby

[Chorus]
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

[Bridge]
No one compares
You stand alone, to every record I own
Music to my heart that's what you are
A song that goes on and on

[Chorus]
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

I love you...like a love song... 

SELFISH

FRIENDS.

BE HONEST TO ME.

STOP STAB ON ME.

BE TRUE TO ME.

I AM NOT A BARBIE DOLL.

LOVE ME,AND PROOF IT.

COZ I LOVE EACH ONE OF YOU ENUFF.

BUT I NEED TIME AND FADE AWAY NOW.

I RATHER BE ALONE NOW.

CAN I BE SELFISH LIKE.

WHAT ABOUT ME?

I WOULD ACROSS THE SEA,FOR YOU GUYS.

WASTE YOUR MONEY TO CALL OR TEXT ME AT LEAST.

SOMETIMES ITS TEARS ME.

IM SEARCHING MY REAL FRIENDS.

PEOPLE.

STOP BEING AROUND ME AND JUDGE ME.

YOU LOOKS UGLY ENUFF TO JUDGE ANYONE ELSE.

YOUR SMIRK AND SARCASTIC LAUGH.

I DONT NEED THAT.

I DONT NEED THE FAKERS.

AND CONFESSION.

I HATE GROUPING.

I REALLY HOPE AND WISH THAT GROUPING IS JUST

DONT EXIST.

I DONT LIKE COOPERATE WITH THE PEOPLE THAT

SOMETIMES BENDA SENANG TAPI LAMBATKAN.

ATAU YANG TOLONGLAH WEYH APA HAL KO MALAS SANGAT NAK BUAT?

MARKAH TU DAH LAH SAMA RATA UTK SEMUA.

TAPI KAU TAK ADA EFFORT YG BERSUNGGUH PN?
KALO APA YG AKU CKP NI SALAH SORRY LAH WEYH.
AKU NI KIRA BAIK LAH LAGI KAN TAK CAKAP PUN KAT LEC APA2.
EH JAP PERNAH KE?

BILA AKU DH MENYINGA,

TAHU TAKUT.

BUT KALO AKU TAK BUAT MCM TU TAK JALAN OK!

SO FIKIRLAH OK.
SATU LAGIKAN,AKU BENGANG DGN ORG YG MENIRU.
MENIRU PON AGAK2 AR.
NAK2 BILA DAH KENA SOUND TAPI TAK JALAN.
PEH MACAM HARAM JE.
AKU SERIUS CAKAP SUBJECT YG AKU BANGANG IS TYPING.
AKU MMG NK DROP WEYH COURSE NI MMG SBB TYPING.
TP AKU CUBA BAGAI NAK MATI.
DULU AKU SPEED TEST 2 JE KOT LEPAS?
WALAU KDG2 SESUKA HATI AKU B.SPACE GAK KAN MASA DH TAMAT.
TAPI TAKLAH MCM FEW PIHAK OK.
SANGAT TERLAMPAU MELAMPAU.
GERAM GILA WEYH!
KDG2 MUKA NAMPAK BAIK TAPI.
PERANGAI BELUM TENTU.
LAGI SATU AKU MMG MALAS GILA LAH WEYH BILA GROUPING.
LAST SEM,DARN IT.

MASA AKU KENA GROUPING DGN BUDAK2 COURSE LAIN TU.

JUJUR CAKAP,AKU BENGANG!

TAPI AKU TAK KISAH.BUKAN MATI!

AT LEAST AKU INDEPENDENT.

(AYAT SEDAPKAN HATI)

I RARELY SMILE OR TALK.

BECAUSE FOR ME DALAM KELAS TU PON.

ACTUALLY DENGAR,ATAU SOMETIMES TIDO.

KEDATANGAN JE YANG PENTING.

KADANG2 I DONT EVEN REMEMBER APA EH BELAJAR TADI?

SO I DID REVISION.

AKU RASA TAK ADA LIFE LANGSUNG.

YANG PALING MMG FOR REAL AKU RASA SENTAP.

AKU TAK SUKA BETUL BILA DAPAT PAPER ORG TANYA2.

KALO MARKAH KAU TINGGI.

MULUT LONGKANG TU CAKAP KITA MENIRU.

ATAU MAYBE KAU CAKAP KITA BERLAGAK

KALO MARKAH KAU RENDAH.

KAU MENGATA JUGAK.

EH KADANG2 AKU MMG MALAS BETUL NAK RESPON.

AKU HARAP SEM DEPAN TAK ADA HAL LG.

KALO ADA PON,AKU NAK JADI COLD-HEART BOLEH TAK?

AKU NEED TO AIM FOR 4 FLATS WEYH.

LIMITS IS BEYOND THE SKY.

THANKS TO THE PEOPLE YANG MMG WARM HEART NAK TOLONG.

LEND THEIR EARS FOR ME.

WORRIED ABOUT ME.

BAGILAH AKU MASA OK.

MASA UTK FIX WHATS WRONG WHATS RIGHT.

JGN EVEN TANYA APA HAL?

AKU PUN MCM TAK FAHAM.

AND YG TAK PUAS HATI AKU SUKA KOREA.

BOLEH BLAH!

SUDAH MASANYA AKU JADI AKU.

FIKIR PASAL AKU.

ORANG LAIN TAK PENTING.

(MULUT CKP TAK PENTING,HATI TUHAN JELAH YG TAHU!)

STALKER.

AKU HARAP STALKER AKU NI BAIK2 JE.

AKU TAK SUKA NAK BERMUSUHAN.

TAPI MANALAH TAHU KAN ADA ORG BENCI?

YELAH KDG2 BUKAN SALAH KITA PUN.

KALO ORG DH NAK BENCI NAK BUAT APA KAN?

ORANG CAKAP SELFISH TU TERUK.

TAPI KADANG2 AKU RASA AKU SUKA WEYH CAMTU.

KADANG2 BOSAN WEYH ASYIK KITA JAGA HATI ORANG.

(JAP2 AKU JAGA HATI ORG KAN?)

SORRYLAH KALO RASA AKU SELFISH.

AKU JUST TAK NAK CKP BANYAK.